Ray

This was not an easy video for me to make. I always struggle with sharing moments or thoughts like this……..Part of it’s because it’s intensely personal and part of it is I always ask myself why am I doing this? Why do I want to share these things…….I don’t really have any easy answers I just know for me it’s just a way to share something of myself……something that is an absolute truth……

I really do wish you all could have met and known Ray……it wasn’t until I made this video today, that I realized how hard this had been on Paul…..to witness that……witnessing death is never easy……I know that all to well, but it have it be someone you care deeply for……I wonder if you ever get over something like that?

I was talking to my friend John today, he knew Ray as well and he reminded me that him and I were going to go with Ray and Paul that night……we didn’t……John has always wondered if we had gone if maybe…….

I miss Ray, still……to absent friends….

Day 11 of VloMo08Ipod or Quicktime

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  1. I lost a very close friend suddenly last year. Known her for over 20 years. Still find it almost impossible to believe she’s still not around.

    This was tender and poignant, Heath. Glad you posted.

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